i'm having an extremely stressful day. and all my stress seems to be revolving around school.

the jist of what's happening is that my parents didn't save any significant amount of money to go toward college for me, so i am here solely on loans which i must pay back completely on my own. that in itself is fine, however, after this semester i decided that i want to change my major from early childhood education to marketing management. now that i've officially made that decision, i realized that only ONE of my classes this semester, and two from last semester go toward my new major, so basically, i have to completely start over. the bigger problem, however, is that i'm failing two classes right now: photography and american history (gay, i know i should be passing, but i just don't go).

well since neither of those classes are helpful toward my major at all, it really isn't a problem that i'm going to fail them, except that because of that, i will be put on academic probation for next semester. and the only problem with getting put on academic probation for next semester is that a letter will be sent to my permanent address notifying me (my parents) that i did horribly, prompting them to not want to cosign on my loans for next fall. which would be horrible!..

so i went to call the school to change my permanent mailing address and i got some office's answering machine. so i left a message, AT 8 THIS MORNING! and now it is one in the afternoon. so i decided since i was in a bad mood i'd try and get out of it and think about the new semester by registering for my classes for this fall. so i got on SOS and searched till i had the numbers and sections for all my classes i wanted to take next semester figured out. then i went to register for them after i'd decided on times and i got a pop-up message on my computer telling me that i owed money and that i needed to contact the cashier's office before i would be allowed to register for my classes. wow, k? 

so i call the cashier's office...another answering machine. i left my name, number, and student identification number, at 9:30 this morning...again no reply. i'm getting severly upset now, because no one that is supposed to assist or advise me at this school is doing their job, i haven't been able to accomplish ANYTHING on today's to-do list, and i still haven't gotten decent to leave my suite, so we'll see but hope to God that this day gets better, quickly..