vennnnnt!

so, i know i haven't blogged in like an eternity, and that had a whole lot to do with camp and more that i will explain later, but right now i NEED to vent.

boys.

men.

whatever, they're all the same.

at least all of the ones that i've been involved with. they all have commitment issues. all their commitment issues have to do with one girl in their past they never got over, and they'll never get past. this makes them almost useless to the rest of the women in the world. 

they are confusing. one minute they're loving you, texting and calling all the time, complimenting everything about you, the next thing you know they ignore you for a week. hell,  if i find a decent-looking guy who doesn't have a hot blonde set of baggage and will answer his phone i'm set. 

but that's not the way the world works is it? they pick the one who will treat them the way they've been treating you, cus we all need that chase, to feel like we've bettered ourselves by gaining their attention or affection. and guys are the same way. we're all fucked up, it just sucks to have to realize that what you're doing sucks to experience on the other end.